it is really a long time since i last wrote sth in the blog.
太懒了。。。虽然发生了好多事情可是不知从何说起啊。。。。
先说说禽流感吧。。。我是很早就被老大告知禽流感之事了，所以很早就和鸡蛋，鸡翅之类划清了界限。
我可是胆小的孩子，以前的sars我就吓的半死了。现在“大家”虽然都不怎么注意，可是那些因禽禽而起
的新闻，让人实在放心不了呢。

frank 他是一个不是我老师的老师。说他不是我老师是因为他的确不是“我的”老师，可他是别的班的老师。
我是“无意”将信息发给他的，所以就这么认识了。。。 in fact i am on purpose la........... cuz i wanna
to know him when i first saw him .his face is so familiar to me.(don`t answer me why...no reason)
he is as old as my chief........hehe.......... but from his words i can see that he is the only son in his family .
sometimes he talks in a "prince" way...hehe...altough he refuse to admit that.....he is kind of gentleman i should
say...hehe....he is also intresting when he talked in a "grown-up" way...i like it anyway

我在网上买了些水晶手链，还真是麻烦。本来老大要在网上在线支付的。可因为业务开通的问题，没能支付。
老大打电话去银行询问，又一次，老大被逼疯了呵呵。。。老大打电话给我问我说“是不是我有问题呢？”
我知道无论谁碰到这样的事碰到很多次后，一定开始怀疑。。。就如同谎言说一百次也会变为真理。当“正常”
人被送到疯人院，在疯人院里，“正常的”才是不“正常的”，有点相对论的意思。其实，我不是要为老大或
是我自己辩解什么。当大家都选择忍受、忍气吞声的时候，我们并不打算这样（特别是老大）。其实这样也体现
了我们贱贱邦的特点。其实这是一种“责任感”的趋势，我的责任感没有老大强，所以我没有她那么“强烈”，
可老大似乎也终于有点支撑不住了。。。

i remember a poem "when love beckons to u follow him though his ways are steep and hard .
when his wings enfold u ,yield to his though the sword hidden in the pinions may wound u,
when he speaks to u believe in him ,though his words may shatter ur dreams like the wind lay 
waste the garden..."
love ,what is love? i think first of all i should make clear what love is.i thought i had found it at
the begining and had decided to "follow". but all seemed go wrong way. i suffered a lot, i was
totally lost. i thought i was my fault that i thought too much. i should think nothing but just "yield",
but i could not keep myself from thinking too much.
at last i decided to say bye to him ,though i felt deep pain in heart. after all
he is the first guy i devoted to .
but i am not that strong in fact. i am thinking him and waiting for his call,though i am weighless 
in his heart. if he came back to me , i don`t know if i could stick to my decision. "cheap"!